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Confusing the Cambodian drama your parents are watching for porno.

day 31: a bit about your social life outside of tumblr

Once or twice a week, I go hang out with friends, but more often I stay home. Most of my social life revolves around dancing, which is funny, because I don’t dance. It’s just workshops and events that my friends drag me to participate in that most of my friends happen to be dancers haha. But I might be entering this one dance central competition near us soon. Pretty funny right? I guess that’ll be another way for me to meet new people.

-I used to dance a lot with friends back then in highschool. Not as much now. Nowadays, I just read and go out and make new friends every month

day 30: 5 favorite girls names, 5 favorite boys names

Girls

Mai Nari Nikki Lisa Haila

Boys

Chris Ethan Patrick Justin Key

I have 130 followers. 80 of them I follow have become friends. I felt the need to tell you guys this, since the majority of you think I have over 1k or something. In all honesty, what matters more is how many people I’m able to share an affinity with, and these 80 I follow, are people who don’t dissumulate themselves when talking with me. And what that means, is that they don’t conceal their feelings or troubles, because I’m open for any type of discussion. It’s almost as if a bulwark is set up for every conversation I have with you all. Nothing really breaks through. And that’s why I think you guys assume my count to be high. Realistically… follower count doesn’t matter as much as actually talking to those who have an interest in your life. You never know what you’ll find unless you take that risk of letting someone show you a whole new world. And I’m glad I could take that risk with the lot of you.

day 29: a date you’d love for someone to take you on

Haha, my friend made a post about this. A typical setting for me is that we get burgers and just talk and chill in the car. Make awkward moments and remember them for the rest of our lives. Of course, I don’t know what a real date is. The last real date I had was in 2009.

-i’ll just let this be haha

day 28: something that makes you really angry

When I’m being used. Recently, my friend and I had nothing to do over the weekend and we wanted to eat at Sushi Kaiten. When we got there, a group of our friends were already eating there. The main guy who hosted the group walked up to us looking guilty and asked if we wanted to hang out. We declined and left the place. The main guy calls me back and asks if I’m still there and once again makes the offer of chilling. I decline, but then he includes, “Yo, but I need a ride home”. I got pissed off and hanged up.

-wow, i was mad when this happened. I rarely get mad now Haha.

Day 27: a person you wished lived closer and why

I wished my bestfriend Jan lived closer. He’s too fun to talk to haha

I just wanted to say thanks for your comments because I really do appreciate it. Most of you who have followed me since the beginning have seen drastic changes in my well being. You’ve probably even noticed that I’m less adament about my own opinions now, then I was previously before this gradual change within took place. It seems very surreal because I know I was ignorant last year and I’m slowly gaining insight from all the reading I indulge myself in. I never thought I could change this much and now I feel like I could do more then what I’m capable of. And if it wasn’t for the affinity I share with a majority of you, I probably wouldn’t progress as much as I thought I would. I really feel as though you guys helped me evolve into a person that has developed genuine affectations for different types of individuals. And I can say that I’m definitely thankful for that. For current friends and friendships that will soon be found, I hope you all continue to enjoy my blog.

day 26: 5 things you’re looking forward to

1. Moving out
2. Roadtrip to Cali
3. College
4. Toastmasters
5. Making new friends

I’ve been wondering this for awhile, but could you guys tell me a couple reasons why? I really am interested in knowing. I don’t mind if it’s anon or not.

-to Jordan and everyone else. I did ask everyone this last year. It’s just interesting to ask now considering the changes I’ve been through since then.

day 25: a friend you have lost that you’re better off without/one you wish you had back

Cj Choupe. A friend that came into my life only to walk away in the end. I’m glad he came in to my life to teach a lesson he didn’t know about. He probably doesn’t know that I stopped being a loner after he talked to me. He probably doesn’t know that I gained so many different socializing skills with just that one encounter with him. He doesn’t know all the great people I’ve decided to socialize with because of him. I think I am better off with out him because I can stand on my own now and possibly give the same hope to others.

-this was last years post, but he knows now.