189: list everything you like about yourself, and explain why. What makes you unique?
I like my chest and my arms. People say I’m skinny, but I think that’s because I’m tall. I like my ass because it’s more bubbly then most asian guys… haha. I like everything about myself, simply ‘cause that’s just the way it is for me. And nothing makes me unique. If I told you I was unique like every other damn person out there, I’d turn away if I were you. I can tell you that I have a different mindset then most people, but that doesn’t mean it isn’t as common as other people’s mindsets.
After what he revealed to the world, this song means so much more to me now because I’m able to relate to this song in its truest sense. To know that we’re the same age, and we experienced the pangs of heartache from a boy also at the same age really connected me to him and his music. Opening up about something very personal like unrequited love, let alone his sexuality, speaks a lot about his courage and bravery. And because of that, I am more empowered and proud to be who I really am. I finally have someone my age, and someone who’s like me, to look up to. I have nothing but respect and love for your fearlessness and amazing talent. You are my hero. Love and Love.
I never look through my phone book but when I do, I read through each name and in my head, I just see flashbacks of me and that person. I think about the conversations I had with all my friends, the adventures I had with them, just moments of our friendship. It’s weird. I spend hours in this thinking phase wishing that these moments lasted forever. But sadly, they don’t.
I have dreams that are so much better (and horrifying) than real life. I think to myself, why can’t these dreams be my reality instead? Why can’t we switch places for the night? Why can’t I live inside of my dreams? In my dreams, I can be and do so much more than what I could in real life. Sometimes the people, celebrities, and monsters are a lot more interesting than the people I meet in reality.
How painful, to have the ability to imagine such wonderful and horrifying imagery, but waking up and hardly ever retaining any of it Dreams are dreams, and nothing more. They’re things our mind creates when the world is on hold for the moment. Sometimes the dreams can be painful to think about, simply because that’s what they only can be. I think I need to get some sleep.
Day 60: Whom do you believe to be the greatest person living? In what respect is this person superior to you?
Currently, I believe the greatest person to be living is Jim Stovall. If it wasn’t for his motivating and inspiring visions through his blind perception, I wouldn’t be constantly moving forward as I do now.
186: have you ever made a time capsule? If yes, with who, do you remember what you put inside? If not, what would you put inside if you had to put something in right now?
Never made a time capsule before. If I could put something inside a time capsule, I’d put some electronics in it, so that the future generation who dig it up will see what civilization was started with.
Day 58: Are you easily influenced by what other people think or say of you?
I used to be easily influenced by what other people thought or said of me, but now I’m just partly conscious of the influence spread about myself. And I would not say that I can’t be influenced by what people thought about me, simply ‘cause every influence is different depending on how destructive or positive it may be.
I’m not going to tell you where I will be in ten years, but I do hope to be more knowledgeable with a set of skills I could use on a daily basis. You know how you can’t teach a dog new tricks? Well, this dog will learn his new tricks.
I see myself being a more applicable person in the next ten years.
I’ve been out of shape, so I’ll train daily so that I have more then enough stamina to give you a fulfilling conversation for each day that passes. And also to make our sex smooth and gentle as the relationship progresses.
Day 57: Are you easily impressed by other people’s business or professional titles, university degrees or wealth?
I’m more impressed by what they can do with that potential knowledge. Just because you studied for a couple years and got a degree, it doesn’t back a title unless applied persistently and effectively in creative ways. Degrees don’t come close as being impressive to someones business and profession, depending on how those two categories are applied.
184: when you think of your best friend, what is your first memory? how did you meet them, explain him/her.
The first time I came out to him would be a first. I think it’s the most memorable when it comes to thinking of him. I met my Best Friend through this community and he’s probably the best thing that ever happened to me. He helped me realize a lot of things about myself and I can’t thank him enough for that. Jan is really something. He has goals and strives to have those goals met. Now and then, he’s a pretty fussy guy, but other then that, I love him to death.
Well, when I think of my Best friend now, the first thing that comes to mind is his busy and sort of introverted life. He’s always doing something, just to add on to this previous summary.